not today

boy : Not now!

girl : What?

boy : I…not now…I…I’m not that into you…today..

girl : What?!

boy : Don’t laugh! I’m serious!

So she left. She left the room, she left his world, she left…him.

stupid plans

Sometimes when you’re young, you think nothing can hurt you.
It’s like being invincible… Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans to find your perfect match,the one that completes you, the perfect job, the perfect life , the true happyness. But as you get older, you realize it’s not always that easy. It’s not until the end of your life that you realize that the plans you made were simply plans. Because at the end, when you’re looking back instead of forward, you want to believe you made the most of what life gave you, you want to believe you’re leaving something good behind… you want it all to have mattered and suddenly you don’t care about your stupid plans.

maybe

I’m a freak! I cry a lot and for no reason. I’m scared of things, of things I imagine. I freak out every time I think of something that might happen or if someone tries to come  too close to me.

I’m dreaming too much and I’m living in books and movies. My life might be a bedtime story without a happy end, but it’s still my life. I’m closed in my world ‘cause  it’s the only place where I’m truly accepted. So maybe I’m not a creep.

Or is it me? Am I the one who dosen’t understand the laws of nature? Am I the problem? Is it possible?  How should I know? Why should I care ? Maby I’m scared because I’m feeling so alone. I know I have you, I know that you are standing next to me , I can feel you touching me  and kissing my lips…but darling..I can tell that you aren’t quite here…

time

I think everyone has a certain part of their life, where they truly wish they could freeze time.
Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop, the world would stop turning and the people would stop changing.Because to them, at that time, everything was perfect.
Whether it was three years ago, today, or still to come. Whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. A whole summer of being 18 and walking in the park whit the perfect boy, dreaming and making plans. Living in a world made by kisses and hugs, sharing thoughts and dreaming of love all day long, one of the magic moments that life is ready to offer.

make it stop

Lucrurile se schimba atat de repede! Tocmai cand crezi ca te-ai obisnuit ce cava, pac! S-a schimbat. Tocmai cand incepi sa intelegi ceva, pac! S-a modificat. Toate evolueaza cu o viteza uimitoare. Toata chestia asta se numeste “progres”. Dar cine progreseaza cand noi suntem mereu lasati in urma?

Viata noatra este alcatuita din timp. Zilele noastre se masoara in ore. In functie de ore avem doar salariul, caci cunosterea se masoara in ani…in ani buni.

Rupem cateva minute din zilele noastra aglomerate pentru o pauza de cafea. Atat ne putem permite pentru micile noastre placer. Doar minute. Ne intoarcem grabiti la birou,ne uitam la ceas, scriem , ne uitam la ceas, programam intalniri de afaceri si ne mai uitam inca o data la ceas.

In cele din urma, timpul se scurge si te intrebi in adancul sufletului daca ai petrecut acele secunde, minute, ore, zile, saptamani, luni, ani, sau daca timpul a trecut unsor pe langa tine fara ca tu sa fii cu adevarat present.

Totul se invarte in jurul nostru :scoala, serviciu, familie, prieteni, iubiti. Si cand te opresti pentru o secunda si privesti in urma, iti vine sa urli: “ GATA!”, sa spui stop si sa vrei sa o iei de la capat pe alte cai.

you amaze me

She thinks i’m crazy, judging by the faces that she’s making, and i think she’s pretty. But pretty’s just part of the things she does that amaze me. And she calls me sweetheart. I love it when she wakes me when it’s still early. And she watches the sun. But she’s the only one i have my eyes on.

And now she put her hand in mine, and I felt her fingers fold over mine, gently leading me to the edge of the floor. I was about to make some joke to lighten things up, but her hand touched my face and suddenly, i didn’t feel like talking about anything.

Then I realized I’ve been running around for the past year with absolutely no direction. I didn’t know what I wanted. All I knew was that you were always there, always in my head, always under my skin. So this year I know what i want, because i’m holding it in my hands. It’s you!

days

When you hold me close and I hear your heart beat and kiss your lips, I realize that this is where I want to be, and this is how I want to feel.

I love it when I am just walking from kissing you goodbye and we both turn around at the same time to get just one more.

And there are days when I love you and days that I don’t. Days I’d like to be friends and days that I wont. Days I’ll pick up the phone and give you a call, days I’m so sad I dont want to talk to you at all , days i look back at all the things that we shared. Days when I question myself if you really even care.There are so many things I wish I could say, but im scared it will all come out in the wrong way. No matter how much time goes by, I’ll always be by your side, cause I couldnt stop loving you .. even if I tried.

tu mi-ai dat nume

Fiecare are un nume pe care il primeste atunci cand se naste, fiecare are un nume pe care il da familia. Fiecare are un nume pe care si l-a dobandit in drumul sau prin cunoastere,fiecare are un nume pe care il dau prietenii, fiecare are un nume pe il dau toti ingerii care au grija de el, fiecare are un nume pe care il da casa unde a copilarit, fiecare are un nume pe care il da dragostea, ura, rabdarea si izbutirea. Fiecare are un nume pe care il dau pacatele si faptele sale bune, fiecare are un nume pentru sufletul tau, fiecare are in numele sau imprimate literele numelui tau. Fiecare are un nume pe care il da curajul si slabiciunea sa fiecare copil, are un nume ce il da mama sa, si fiecare copil are un nume ce il da mamei lui. Fiecare are un nume pe care il da plansul, tristetea, dezamgirea si fiecare are un numar pe care il da fericirea, caci ea nu e decat o numaratoare inversa. Eu am un nume pe care mi l-ai dat tu; si in fiecare parte din mine, se gaseste orice parte din tine. Si in fiecare suflet ce il intalnesc iau ce pot din el, sa’l trimit la tine. Caci vreau ca fiecare parte din orice suflet intalnit de mine sa le adun, sa ti fac un suflet adevarat,poate asa am sa te aduc inapoi…

HOW TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE <3

1. tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine;
2. hold her hand at any moment you can;
3. kiss her on the forehead;
4. call her in the middle of the night, just to say how much you miss her;
5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go;
6. recognize the small things; they usually mean the most;
7. look her in the eyes;
8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is;
9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with;
10. write her notes [ she loves them ] ;
11. introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend;
12. play with her hair & if it smells good tell her;
13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her;
14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she
will scream and yell to let her down even though she loves it;
15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes;
16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her;
17. let her fall asleep in your arms;
18. carve your names into a tree;
19. if she’s mad, kiss her;
20. give her piggyback rides;
21. bring her flowers just because;
22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone;
23. let her take as many pictures as she wants;
24. slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing;
25. kiss her in the rain;
26. lie beneath the stars wiyh her;
27. wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home
28. when she’s ill stay by her bedside ;
29. play fight with her and let her win;
30. dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out;
31. if you care about her…SHOW her!
32. give her one of your t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed);
33. give her chocolate;
34. stare at her and tell her you just cant help it;
35. and the most importantly: if you love her, tell her! <3

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Sa te indragostesti. Sa iti auzi melodia preferata la radio. Sa stai in pat si sa asculti cum bate ploaia in geam. Primele sarutari. Sa mergi descult noaptea pe strada. Sa razi atat de mult incat sa te doara stomacul. Sa razi fara motiv sau la bancuri seci. Sa ti se spuna ca esti o persoana frumoasa. Sa auzi din greseala pe cineva in timp ce te lauda pe ascuns. Sa ai prieteni. Sa mananci CIOCOLATA. Sa saruti pana cand simti k urmele buzelor tale au ramas pe buzele celuilalt. Sa te trezesti din somn si sa realizezi ca e devreme si ca mai poti dormi cateva ore. Sa ai vise frumoase. Sa visezi urat dar sa te trezesti in bratele persoanei iubite. Sa privesti rasaritul. Sa stai descult pe malul marii asteptand apusul. Sa stii ca cineva iti duce dorul. Sa fii imbratisat. Sa plangi de bucurie. Prima zapada a anului. Sa dansezi in ploaie. Sa mananci inghetata. Sa faci poze. Sa plangi la filme de dragoste. Sa poti sa spui : “te iubesc”.